Wednesday, March 03, 2004
- i'm actually qt stoned now, but who cares right? i'm too full, too tired, too bored, too -insert appropriate word here-
i'm gonna just type up all my bloggable entries and accumulate it then when i'm finally allowed online, i'll ctrl c and v it on. haiz, so sad. the only reason i can use the com now is cos mom's not home -whew- cut some slack. like sb said, it's not that i don't like my mom, but that she's like a ceiling on my activities, to use a weird analogy.
wahlau the music playing is super depressing. i put it on shuffle, and then it comes out with all gloomy, sad love songs. first it was deeper shade of blue, then only hope, if you believe, etc etc. yes i know, my type, like ru and ching wld say, but now it's only adding to the gloom overshadowing me. i sound like a psychopath right? lol. i don't care anymore.
i was told today that my taste in guys is super high, but i think it isn't. i can't say why, but i think mentally everyone compares guys to one they've seen and admired before. that's a dilemma yeah? haiz.
today must have been a day for chance happenings. first i met yingz at bishan mrt, then him. anw, i didn't see ying till she waved to me. i said sth like, "lucky ppl who don't hafta go sch huh?" then she went "i don't even have sch today!" -smacks her in head- i'm pea green jealous, esp since i hate pe and i had it in double doses, yest and today. sucks la. i do not, cannot and will not ever understand the guys liking for pe. i asked samuel why he looks forward to pe in bio and eh said it's not that he LIKES pe, but rather in relation to the rest of the subs, he likes it best. i guess girls will be girls and guys guys. luckily, i can't imagine ever liking pe. at least not until i don't hafta do it. lol.
today i also brought my portable weiqi set to sch, the lousy 13X13 one we got as some weird prize at some weirder competition i can't rmb when. prolli at some cc or weiqi centre. i really don't miss the one at bugis. it stinks and is so cramped and musty! rahh. but the arcade at bugis junction is pretty fab, not to mention the BK there. -sigh- brings back damn good memories, almost worth going to the sucky competitions and getting thrashed all the time. i suck. anw, i digress. haha i was supp to teach pinpin how to play, but ended up giving refresher courses and trying to polish my veryvery rusty skills. if yang lao shi saw me play, he'd prolly scream at me or sth, not that i care to find out. i'm just glad i nv succumbed to pressure and took the test to find my grade. i'd prolli fail miserably and then discover that i was right and i sucked all along. so what else is new. i played horribly today, made a helluva lot of careless moves. -makes silent reminder not to play with jianyue again- although he says we
re abt equal, i don't trust him! i bet he's hiding all the secret techs somewhere. after all, he's jiaming's brother and if he inherited even a portion of her skills he's gonna roller me flat out. i bet he was just giving me a chance. whew. at least i lost with some dignity. :| if there's such a thing. spent ages trying to explain the rudiments of weiqi to kokboon, it's damn difficult, esp since i can't convey the ideas like yang lao shi can in ch, i'll nv rmb how he did it. i also didn't store the manymany games he has in his memory, step by step. lolol. well it was enlightening, at best.
and today had angklung on top of a tiring though slack day. angklung was fun as usual, but i was really tired and nt in the mood to shake, cldn't shake properly and kept getting chastised for 4 being to slow/long/short. sorry linda for getting you in trouble too. lol. it's like some days i can shake properly and those 12 beat notes are okay, but on days like this i can't even do warm ups properly. ahwell, there was a nice song we played today, i'm told it's by jay chou and it's called ai xiang shui? (love perfume? :|) that's what i heard la. sounds nice, nt too difficult and not too many 4s. perfect, lets play it again. and i don't know whtr it's my lousiness today or that the snrs kept picking tough songs. ly was like esp perfectionist today and we did technical exercises all thru, did the syf song of last yr and some weird songs which sounded weird and had many funny beats etc, we were all stoning away while they explained the beats, then cldn't see the transparency and had to stand up. lol. so suay. no pun intended :P angklung girls, you know what i mean yeah.
alrite mom's come back. that's all for today till next time. anw i've run outta stuff to write cos i'm sure you dun need to hear abt the lousy pe session i had with the 12 letter BAD word starting with C. don't even say it. tata.
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